Mittwoch, 11. Januar 2012

I got inked!

I wanted to do this before my birthay tomorrow.
I've never felt better, i think.
It happened a lot of shit in my past, things i could't bare, things which destroyed me for a very long time.
But now i feel different.
Feels like i finally know who i am.
Like i can go on now and let the past be the past.
This is what the ink on my arm stands for.
It means so much to me...
I love it!

Sonntag, 1. Januar 2012

It's New Years Eve?

happy new year to everyone.
hopefully this year'll get better than '11.
i lost my man and my best friend.
but i won a friend, nothing can compare to and she and I, we both proved our reliability.
and that's worth a lot, isn't it?

Montag, 1. August 2011

amy, how sad...

Amy Winehouse, pencil on paper, 31/07/11
I'm back!
i didn't mean to let this end, but there was so much to do that included to terminate the contract for internet and phone.
and there were too many things i had to take care of, really important things.
otherwise i would not still live in my flat, maybe screwed up my relatioship just cause of self-hatred and probably the whole other shit.
but thanks to my mum, who proved once more she'd do anything for me, i got it all together somehow.
so anything goes now, i live together with my man, who stick to me eventhough the last weeks were terrible for the both of us.
we married on a saturday on a festival.
it was raining 3 days, but it didn't matter to us.
it still were the greatest 5 days.
the fusion is great, i wish we could live there forever, it's a whole other parallel existence there.

well, i can't stop drawing amy winehouse, i'm still very upset about her death.
strange how you can feel truly sad about someone you didn't even know.
a so talented, youg lady left much too early...
i don't know exactly why she's naked and why i didn't want to draw her blake-tattoo.
maybe cause i read she wanted to get rid of it anyway...
i hope i manage to colourize it soon!

Mittwoch, 2. Februar 2011


sketched the whole day yesterday.
these are just some of the results.
there's so much to do...
i really need to start gettin' my shit together.
otherwise soon i'm sleepin' on the street.

Mittwoch, 26. Januar 2011

say hello to my little friend...

one of my favorite movies, tony montana is great....
i were those carrier bags a lot and they seemd boring just plain white.
so i smartened it up a little bit...

i really did it.
i'm blonde now.
it was an accident, but i needed that change anyways....
i just wanted a lighter brown than it was, but somehow it turned out to be yellow.
from nearly black to blonde is definitely a  change.
doesn't look as bad as i always expectected it to be.
but actually i don't want to be blonde...
let's see what i'll do with my hair, but for i don't want to be bald-headed, i give them a short break before dying again.

Dienstag, 25. Januar 2011

my furniture

another cupboard door.
when i feel bored i start to doodle on my furniture....

Montag, 24. Januar 2011

home, sweet home!

a door of my cupboard with oil pastels
basil when he was still in his turquoise world, before he was with Lilith