amy, how sad...

Amy Winehouse, pencil on paper, 31/07/11

I'm back!
i didn't mean to let this end, but there was so much to do that included to terminate the contract for internet and phone.
and there were too many things i had to take care of, really important things.
otherwise i would not still live in my flat, maybe screwed up my relatioship just cause of self-hatred and probably the whole other shit.
but thanks to my mum, who proved once more she'd do anything for me, i got it all together somehow.
so anything goes now, i live together with my man, who stick to me eventhough the last weeks were terrible for the both of us.
we married on a saturday on a festival.
it was raining 3 days, but it didn't matter to us.
it still were the greatest 5 days.
the fusion is great, i wish we could live there forever, it's a whole other parallel existence there.

well, i can't stop drawing amy winehouse, i'm still very upset about her death.
strange how you can feel truly sad about someone you didn't even know.
a so talented, youg lady left much too early...
i don't know exactly why she's naked and why i didn't want to draw her blake-tattoo.
maybe cause i read she wanted to get rid of it anyway...
i hope i manage to colourize it soon!

trouble!

sketched the whole day yesterday.
these are just some of the results.
there's so much to do...
i really need to start gettin' my shit together.
otherwise soon i'm sleepin' on the street.

say hello to my little friend...

one of my favorite movies, tony montana is great....
i were those carrier bags a lot and they seemd boring just plain white.
so i smartened it up a little bit...

i really did it.
i'm blonde now.
it was an accident, but i needed that change anyways....
i just wanted a lighter brown than it was, but somehow it turned out to be yellow.
from nearly black to blonde is definitely a  change.
doesn't look as bad as i always expectected it to be.
but actually i don't want to be blonde...
let's see what i'll do with my hair, but for i don't want to be bald-headed, i give them a short break before dying again.

my furniture

another cupboard door.
when i feel bored i start to doodle on my furniture....

home, sweet home!

a door of my cupboard with oil pastels
basil when he was still in his turquoise world, before he was with Lilith

yaay!

21/01/11

got a new camera!!

fujifilm finepix jv100

nice, nice.....

umbrella

20/01/11

get your umbrellas, it's raining accusations.......

"you call it unemployment, i call it funemployment!"
to say it with natalie dee's words!

braintrash 5

 this is very, very old......
i found it yesterday, but i improved the ugliest things....
interesting what's been in my head when i was young.

birthday!

canvas, my friends gave to me.

 happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday tooo meeeeee..........
happy birthday to me!

happy new angry year!

Hi! bitte fickt euch ins Knie!! danke.

 40° fieber gleich mal zum anfang des jahres....
that's how you like it!
ich bin soooo wütend....
ich weiß nicht mal wirklich warum.
diese verfluchte wut macht mich noch wahnsinnig.
zeichnerisch krieg ich auch gerade GAR NICHTS auf die reihe.
das is doch totaler perspektivischer müll, was ich da fabriziert habe!!
aber leider das einzige, bei dem ich nicht komplett kotzen muss, wenn ich es sehe...
aber mein blog hat eine neue seite!!

und du kratztest wunden auf, die nicht mehr heilen.
wir waren zu verschieden.
wir sind zu verschieden.
und unser schweigen spricht bände.
mein schweigen spricht wände.