I got inked!

10/01/12

I wanted to do this before my birthay tomorrow.
I've never felt better, i think.
It happened a lot of shit in my past, things i could't bare, things which destroyed me for a very long time.
But now i feel different.
Feels like i finally know who i am.
Like i can go on now and let the past be the past.
This is what the ink on my arm stands for.
It means so much to me...
I love it!

It's New Years Eve?

happy new year to everyone.
hopefully this year'll get better than '11.
i lost my man and my best friend.
but i won a friend, nothing can compare to and she and I, we both proved our reliability.
and that's worth a lot, isn't it?

amy, how sad...

Amy Winehouse, pencil on paper, 31/07/11

I'm back!
i didn't mean to let this end, but there was so much to do that included to terminate the contract for internet and phone.
and there were too many things i had to take care of, really important things.
otherwise i would not still live in my flat, maybe screwed up my relatioship just cause of self-hatred and probably the whole other shit.
but thanks to my mum, who proved once more she'd do anything for me, i got it all together somehow.
so anything goes now, i live together with my man, who stick to me eventhough the last weeks were terrible for the both of us.
we married on a saturday on a festival.
it was raining 3 days, but it didn't matter to us.
it still were the greatest 5 days.
the fusion is great, i wish we could live there forever, it's a whole other parallel existence there.

well, i can't stop drawing amy winehouse, i'm still very upset about her death.
strange how you can feel truly sad about someone you didn't even know.
a so talented, youg lady left much too early...
i don't know exactly why she's naked and why i didn't want to draw her blake-tattoo.
maybe cause i read she wanted to get rid of it anyway...
i hope i manage to colourize it soon!

trouble!

sketched the whole day yesterday.
these are just some of the results.
there's so much to do...
i really need to start gettin' my shit together.
otherwise soon i'm sleepin' on the street.

say hello to my little friend...

one of my favorite movies, tony montana is great....
i were those carrier bags a lot and they seemd boring just plain white.
so i smartened it up a little bit...

i really did it.
i'm blonde now.
it was an accident, but i needed that change anyways....
i just wanted a lighter brown than it was, but somehow it turned out to be yellow.
from nearly black to blonde is definitely a  change.
doesn't look as bad as i always expectected it to be.
but actually i don't want to be blonde...
let's see what i'll do with my hair, but for i don't want to be bald-headed, i give them a short break before dying again.

my furniture

another cupboard door.
when i feel bored i start to doodle on my furniture....

home, sweet home!

a door of my cupboard with oil pastels
basil when he was still in his turquoise world, before he was with Lilith